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Hello, I’m Audrey, eldest daughter of Ettie and the late Harry Tappin. I enjoy writing articles for our family magazine like others in our family but I also enjoy writing poetry, here is a selection of my poems which I hope you will appreciate.

Different Worlds
     
Painted Gardens

Standing quietly in the woods

Taking note of what’s around

Catching sight of grey squirrels

Running up the trees and down

 

I listen to a rustling sound

Within the ferns and brambles

I spot a prickly hedgehog

Finding snacks as he rambles

 

He’s going about his business

Quite unaware of me

Now he vanishes out of sight

Behind an old oak tree

 

I hear the birds singing

And a chorus of humming bees

I’m standing in a different world

A magical world of trees

 
The bright yellow Iris
Swaying in the breeze
Bring a dash of colour
Beneath the rustling trees
 
The red of Geraniums
Sparkling in the rain
And blue of Lobelia
Provide a pretty frame
 
No need to paint a picture
To hang upon the wall
Just look into the garden
The Creator does it all
Urban Fox
 
Daybreak
In bins and bags she scavenges
In the middle of the night
Over garden walls she jumps
Keeping well out of sight
 
On the garden allotments
It's a rough and tumble game
The three cubs are playing
Every night it is the same
 
She's been back to feed them
Several times to and fro
Now she's finding her own meal
Then homeward bound she'll go
 
So angry is the gardener
When he surveys the scene
While underneath the potting shed
The culprits sleep serene
 
Sunlight in the early morning
Dew upon the ground
Birds singing to each other
There is no sweeter sound
 
Ripples on the water
Grass swaying in the breeze
I want no more contentment
Than to sit and ponder these
One Song
 
Marriage
A single bird alone in the tree
In the garden, sings joyfully
Starting just before the dawn
He heralds in a bright new morn
 
Thrush and Starling now wide awake
A lovely chorus they all do make
But in their song can still be heard
The joyous sound of one blackbird
 
It takes more than falling in love
And going on honeymoon
To make a marriage that lasts
Through the good times and bad
 
It takes lots of sharing and caring
Respecting each others funny ways
To be good companions forever
Till the end of your days

The next three peoms are about cats, though I don't have one, I find them interesting to watch and have tried to draw with words what I observe. The first poem I'm using I have just completed, I hope you like it, the other two have been written over the last five years and have appeared in our family magazine.

KEEP OUT
     
In the Garden

Crouched low, tails twitching

They confront each other.

Tabby cat and interloper

No more hiding under cover.

 

All thoughts of hunting gone

At the moment of their meeting,

Tabby cat antagonistic

This is no friendly greeting.

 

Black cat not giving way

As tabby’s warning sounds,

Tension mounting between them

She moves across the ground.

 

Like lightening she strikes

Claws fully extended.

Pretence all gone, he runs

Their confrontation ended.

 

Eyes half closed she watches

In the garden where she lays.

Basking in warm sunlight

On this bright sunny day.

 

The wind blows the leaves

Across the paving stones.

Their dry and crinkly edges

Making scraping skittering tones.

 

Intrigued the cat moves

To investigate the noise,

Pats and pounces on them

Till she tires of her toys.

 

She stalks around the garden

Mistress of all she surveys,

Then yawns and stretches lazily

She’s had a busy day.

 

She curls up in a corner

That’s as warm as toast,

And dreams of all the good things

She likes to do the most.

                   
New Neighbour
                   
 

I sit on her wall grooming my fur

As she walks by I give her a stare.

Then gently meow in my sweetest way

There is no reaction, why I can’t say.

I try something else that usually works

I curl round her legs just under her skirts.

She tells me to shoo and sniffles a bit

I’m the nicest of cats I can’t understand it.

She takes out a hankie and blows her nose

Oh! A cold I'm off, I don't want one of those.

 

The next three include two poems written from my earlier memories and a third poem written about a different kind of remembering.

                   
Footprints in my Mind
                   
 

Was it so long ago we went four to the beach?

With a bottle of water and a jam sandwich each.

How happily we walked the two miles there

Tramping over the foot bridge with never a care.

 

We paddled in pools left by the sea

Searching where crabs and winkles might be.

Built sand castles with shells stuck into the sides

Dug deep moats we would fill with the tide.

 

Made flags on sticks we pushed into the top

Then the tide would come in and force us to stop.

With a shriek of delight a new game would begin

Dashing in and out the water getting wet to the skin.

 

The wind turned cool as we tired of our play

And we’d turn to go home at the end of the day.

I’d look back to see where our castles had been

But only our foot prints were left to be seen.

 

                   
Days in the Park
                   
 

I remember those days when we went to the park

Dad bringing along his homemade bat

He would bowl at the wicket then shout "Howzat!"

And the children would call "Granddads not fair at all"

The adults and children all milling around

The ball would be lost and then it would be found

Children and parents enjoying the lark

We had so much fun when we met in the park.

 

                   
Remember Me
                   
 

When you look through a child's eyes to see

The sunset painting red upon a tree

             Remember me.

When you see cobwebs sparkle with dew

And help a child see the world anew

             Remember me.

When enquiring minds ask "Grandma is that true?"

And you launch upon an answer with words a few

             Remember me.

When you feel with joy each new day unfold

Then a child says "Grandma, are you old?"

             Remember me.

 

My web page is updated with the following three peoms; the first written some three years ago followed by two newly penned ones.The first is a memory from childhood and strangely it ties in with a short story my sister Kath wrote for the 30th Edition of our Family Magazine, she also has good memories of the railway bridge.

                   
The Bridge
 

I stand alone on the empty bridge that spans the railway line.

As my memory transports me back fifty years or more in time.

 

The sights and sounds come rushing in from those days so long ago.

I hear once more the rumbling hissing noise of trains moving to and fro.

 

As a child I gripped the grimy railings getting soot on hands and clothes.

Risking mother's words of condemnation, oh yes, now I remember those.

 

I watched the sturdy black trains working, puffing steam full of soot and grime.

Busy shunting clanking lines of coal trucks up and down the railway line.

 

I saw wondrously shining locomotives speeding to - I know not where.

I could only guess at destinations, but I always longed to travel there.

 

The bridge brings these memories of my childhood I’d thought lost in the past.

I smile, whisper thanks, walk down the steps and go on my way at last.

After Work
     
Pencil and Rubber

I used to like going window shopping

When I finished work for the day.

I’d wander around top town for an hour

And think about spending my pay.

 

In and out of shops just looking

Maybe examining things here and there.

Then into the café to buy a hot chocolate

And sit down for a rest in a chair.

 

Some days I’d meet up with my sister

Then together we’d go look at shoes.

But we’d usually end up in the café

Discussing the ones we didn’t choose.

 

I no longer go window shopping

Now I’m retired and live out of town.

Because we only pay flying visits

So there’s no time for wandering around.

 

I’m in favour of writing in pencil

For when words put down are not right

I just take out my eraser

And rub them right out of sight.

 

My poems are sometimes quite rambling

With too many words to read

So I take out my favourite rubber

And erase the ones I don’t need.

 

That’s the thing I like about pencils

I can leave my words to be seen

Or remove them entirely

And keep my page neat and clean.

Having lived through World War II we kids enjoyed a freedom today's children can hardly comprehend, it's expressed in the first of two newly penned poems. The second is a memory of my late brother, I was six and he nearly eight.

 

Wonderful Days
     
Our Brian

As children we played hopscotch

My friends and me

We played in the streets

Safe as can be.

 

We turned long ropes

As we skipped in a line

Saying as we jumped

A counting rhyme.

 

We played many games

For hours on end

We amused ourselves

Did me and my friends.

 

No expensive toys for us

Just rope, chalk and a ball

But hours of endless fun

Was had by all.

 

While digging in the garden

The other afternoon

I found lots of wriggling worms

Every Gardener's boon.

 

They reminded me of another day

So many years past

Digging with my elder brother

Concentrating on our task.

 

In a box a squawking baby bird

Not yet fully fledged

"It's fallen from it's nest

And needs feeding" he said.

 

Our Brian was always finding things

To look after or mend

From hedgehogs to broken toys

It was a life long trend.

 

Recalling now as I garden

Those far off days

I'm glad to have remembered

Our Bry's funny little ways.

 

(Aug 2006) The first of these three poems was inspired by the service held in our Church for my late friend, I'm sure she would approve.

The Church
     
Summer Time

In the middle of our village

Stands a church old and worn

It's not pretty, just rugged

It's part of it's charm

 

Inside needs attention

Re-painting and making trim

But there's a warmth about it

There's a welcome within

 

The two stained glass windows

Are a family memorial

All others are plain

Not fancy at all

 

No clock to mark the hours

Of each passing day

A bell to ring the tidings

Be they mournful or gay

 

Just a tired old church

Sandstone mellow and worn

The beating heart of the village

Since the day it was born

 
Summer time and the days are long
Though the nights are short for me
And the birds outside my window
Singing loudly in the tree
 
The doves cooing on a neighbour's roof
As dawn brings back the light
Require little sleep it seems
Adding to my restless night
 
A Foxes' call across the fields
Disturbs a dog that barks
Two cats squabbling on the lawn
Awaken me with a start
 
Who ever said for peace and quiet
Live in the countryside?
But when all is said and done
For me, it's the only place to reside 

                   
Unwanted Guest
                   
 

He comes uninvited

In the middle of the night

Touching with his breath

Everything in sight

 

Sleeping birds tremble

As he passes by

Bushes turn white

In the blink of an eye

 

Welcome is the dawn

Bringing back the sun

Warming up the air

Frost's visit is done

 

 

(New Dec 2006) The next peom comes from remembered discussions with my late brother Brian; there was a depth to him that perhaps others did not see. The last peom is a complete contrast, it comes from listening to people talking to or about each other.

If I Could
     
Why?

If I could leave my body

I'd fly out among the stars

I'd take a look at Pluto

After whizzing by Mars

 

Take a trip to shimmering Mercury

Then a slide down Saturn's rings

I'd wonder round the Milky Way

And ride the solar winds

 

I'd scoot around myriads of stars

In systems as yet unknown

Oh I could see so many things

If only I could roam

 
Why is it you put someone down
With a scathing look or word?
Why is it that you give no thought
To the distress you cause to others?
Why is it that you must always be right
Dismissing other points of view?
Why can't you see that you anger and annoy
Turning friendship away from you?
Why is it when you cause upset
Do you never feel ashamed?
Why is it when you read these words
Do you think, "it can't mean me", Why?

Contact me at audrey@tappin.org.uk
 
© Audrey Goodwin - Dec 2006

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